Hey
Thanks for your reply. I completely understand you viewpoint and I really commend you for not letting other people's experiences deter you.
For me, I feel that I'm just not at liberty to make a long term commitment of applying to Medicine.
I think if I was in a different set of circumstances in my life i.e. supporting myself, living independently and in a profession then I would apply to med and it wouldn't concern me if it took a few years. I've met a lot of people in their 20s who have degrees and careers and for them, Medicine is a
career change and they have the reassurance of knowing that if they don't get an offer then they still have their career to go back to.
But I'm mid-twenties and depending on family and I don't have a career - I have a job but it's not paid very well and doesn't allow me to live independently. Medicine was never a career
change for me - it was a career choice. I've spent the last 3 years since I graduated in low paid work between spells of unemployment. I just want my life on track ASAP. I want a career with room for progression which allows me to help people and support myself financially. I can have that with Physio and I can have that before I'm 30. There's no guarantee that I'll ever even get a place for Medicine.
By the time I make a competitive application to Medicine it will be for the 2017 cycle and most people don't get in on their first attempt and I have no confidence in my ability to score competitively on the GAMSAT first time. I'd be looking, realistically, at 2018 entry by which time I'll be 28/9. As I say, that wouldn't concern me if I was supporting myself and in a career that I could use as a fall back if Medicine never worked out but I'm not in that position at all - I'm living with family until I can get a career and I'm unable to support myself until I do so. My life is in limbo. For me, my career choice is a practical decision based on what I want to do coupled with my chances of being able to get a place at uni & how long overall it will take me. I don't want to be 30 something and living at home, desperately applying to GEM courses. Compromise comes into play out of practicality.
The idea of spending yet more years remaining in such a situation with only
hope of getting into Medicine is not how I want to live my life. I've come to learn that you need to enjoy the present and not just pin all of your happiness on things that may or may not occur in future because you just spend your life miserable hoping for better days ahead. I've had a really terrible time since graduating and I don't want to prolong it. I know that I have a very good chance of starting Physio in 2016 and I know that by the time I'm 29 there's a very good chance that I will be qualified and applying for full time work as a Physio. I don't even know if I'll be on a GEM course by the time I'm 29.
So, it's different for different people and my decision might seem odd to some people who might think ''but you meet the criteria for GEM'' but Physio feels the right decision and for the first time in a long time I feel really positive and I can see a future ahead of me.
Under different circumstances, my decision might have been different, but we don't get to choose our cards, only how we play them. At this point in my life, under these circumstance, it would be a bad move for me to choose Medicine - I have nothing to fall back on and could end up being 30 and still with no career and unable to support myself financially.