I don't wish to blow my own trumpet with a title like that, but it's the simplest way to put it, and to differentiate my case from underachievement/planned gap years!
Predicted AAB (well, originally ABC, after a disappointing set of AS results, though I managed to convince my killjoy teachers I would do better), I walked away with A*AA on results day, and AS grades of AAAB thanks to resits.
Of course, I'm pleased with that outcome, and sort of knew it would turn out that way as I committed myself improving over the year. I know they aren't the best grades ever and that many people get several A*s (kudos) but for me, getting those grades opened doors I feared were closed to me.
But this created a rather nice problem for me - a gap year for reapplying!
My first choice uni was Exeter, and Birmingham my insurance, asking for AAB and ABB respectively. Both are good universities, but considering I'll be paying tens of thousands of pounds for my education over the coming years, I feel I ought to attend the best and most demanding university I can to make all the lovely debt worthwhile.
I know some may question my decision to decline my Exeter unconditional, but now that I have the grades to apply to the 'Premier League' of unis, I'm all for it.
But I didn't plan for a gap year, and don't particularly want one... And it's harder than I'd thought to find paid work in jobs that are actually worth doing.
For the sake of context, I studied Government & Politics (A*), Geography (A) and Economics (A), plus Maths at AS (B), and want to read International Relations.
I have my eye on IR at King's College London (AAA) and hopefully Human Social and Political Sciences (A*AA) at Cambridge. Asides from those, I haven't got anything on my radar, though will check up on a few more unis when I get round to reapplying in September.
The big question is what to do during my unwanted year off?
No offence to anyone spending their gap year feeding elephants and working in bars, but that sort of life just isn't for me. I don't want 'experiences' or things for which I have to make excuses: "Oh but I learned so much about myself in Thailand in a hammock taking the occasional photo of a sunset or a cocktail I was drinking for Instagram". Just no.
If I had it my way, I'd be doing paid work with the Civil Service or behind the scenes of a national newspaper - but understandably, a random unqualified 18-year old doesn't make the ideal candidate for most jobs in that field. Hell, I wouldn't hire me if I could hire an experienced bilingual 20-something with a degree and suave hairstyle instead.
I have some pretty nifty work experience and copious extra-curricular activities geared towards my career. At the moment I have a summer job, £8 an hour for digital order processing - hardly the most mentally stimulating job but it's decent pay regardless and experience of the working world.
So what next? How should I spend my year (at home with my 3 younger brothers, yikes) in my weird position? And how do I tell people why I'm on a gap year without sounding like a knob? "Oh yeah Exeter isn't good enough for me anymore, in fact I'm basically God now so bow before me, plebs" - it's not what I'll say but it's what I'm afraid people will hear!
My basic plan is:
- Apply to top-tier universities for 2016 entry (get on with it, Cambridge application closes early)
- Work and earn a tasty stack of cash
- Do Coursera courses
- Brush up on my German
- Read at least 10 books on politics/economics/history/similar
- Run a 10K without giving myself shin splints again
- Do no travelling because I can't see the point and I want to hoard my earnings like a cash-craving squirrel
- ?????????
Any advice? Does anyone know where I could possibly work (I've called a lot of places to no avail, so any suggestion could be a useful one) or have a story to share about where you have worked on your gap year?
Is anyone else taking a gap year for the same reason? Does being at home suck as much as I'm fearing? Any discussion is welcome!
TL;DR, I'm taking a gap year because I beat my predicted grades and want to apply to my dream unis, but I can't find cool work and am not that interested in travelling - what do I do and are you in my boat?