Hi,
Recently ive had a rough time of it. I have been stressed about my mental health, as well as my dental health.
My mental health worries aren't solely related to this; but they contribute to my problems. I.e. lack of proper hygiene, lethargy and alcoholism.
I am enrolled with a dental surgery currently, that provide both private and NHS treatment, however, I was supposed to ring them to reschedule an appointment 3.4 months ago, because my dentist was away.
Obviously, me being me, I avoided it because I've always found the thought of the dentists exacerbates my mental illness. I am anxious of having the dentist prod and poke my mouth, I am scared of drills, partly due to bad past experiences. I know this is common among NHS treatment!
Also, I guess I never really looked after my teeth for a period in my childhood. I've drank pop for the last 15 years of my life, more recently alcohol, and as digusting as it seems, I never always regularly kept up good practise (brushing), and I've flossed about 5-6 times in my life.
Due to this, my teeth are stained, I have almost a mouth of fillings, had one root canal surgery- my teeth are constantly sensitive, to hot and cold, and my gums are always swollen or hurt/bleed. I've noticed my teeth have moved over the years, and are somewhat wobbly in areas (or maybe its my mind).
Understandably this is highly embarrassing, and my trips to dentists have always been hostile, swift and mute. I generally just keep quiet in the chair as they prod me, because I'm embarrassed to admit my laziness in my health. Plus, the anxiety makes me feel guilty, and the more I dont say anything the more anxious I get.
I can't even ring to make the appt to ask if im still on their books. I dont even want to show my face to my current dentist, it would be easier to move but, there are limited surgeries taking NHS patients in my area.
Of all the ones that do, they have bad reviews. Citing rude staff, inconsideration, negligence, painful treatment and just horrible stuff. I've been searching NHS direct site all day, looking for a surgery with good reviews, but their all mixed. :/ Makes me feel even more fearful of going- seeing some real horror stories.
What can I do in this situation? How can I explain myself to my current practise? I feel I may have gum disease or rotting teeth.
Anyone know of any dentists in the North Yorkshire area (near Scarborough/Whitby) that are good and accept NHS patients?