I've had a crush on him since the beginning of Year 8. He was two years my senior (technically one, since his birthday is in July and mine is in November). I remember hearing his name being pronounced a lot in Year 7 - I think he was dating my friend's cousin at the time (he was in Year 9). I realised who he was after meeting him in September 2010, and he left an amazing impression on me. I began stalking him on Facebook and Bebo, and fell in love with his dorky posts. He's one of the sweetest boys I've ever known, and he was always in the newsletters for his academic achievements.When he was in Year 11, I used to speak to him on BBM. We had such great conversations, but I never managed to get intimate with him. We slowly drifted apart, and both of us have now abandoned BBM. We used to speak on Facebook too, but he doesn't go on that often either. I've hung out with his group several times (with my friend and her cousin), and even saw him at a house party in Year 10 (he was in Year 12). I drank a lot and tried flirting with him, and he took me out into the garden and kissed me. It was the best experience of my life, but I don't believe he remembered anything.
I was half-hoping he would apply to a local university but instead he selected KCL for his firm and Queen Mary as his insurance. He got into KCL. Since then I've visited London several times with my friends, and I must say I like the city. I haven't managed to run into him. I almost did once, when my friend's sister (I'm talking about another friend here, I've fallen out with the other one ages ago) texted him to come out while we were visiting the British Museum.
I'm thinking of doing a History degree, preferably in London. I've been predicted the grades A*AA (History, R.E. and English Lit respectively), but because I suffer from bouts of depression I doubt I'll be able to achieve that A*. I'm thinking of applying to at least two universities in London - preferably three and possibly four. What universities in London offer good History courses, without being too distant from where he is staying (Waterloo)? As far as I know he's still single and he's most probably going to stay in London for City recruitment following graduation...
Surely I deserve a chance? I've fancied him since the beginning of Year 8 - that's five years. My heart has remained loyal to him for the past year and a half, even though I haven't seen him since high school (sans a chance meeting on a night out at the end of the summer vacation - he was about to leave for London...) I'm decently pretty, I've not academically poor, and I'm loyal to him. I must have a chance, right?
P.S. My GCSE grades were A*A*AAAAABBBCC. I got an A* in History, an A* in RE, an A in English Language, an A in English Literature, an A in Geography, an A in French, an A in Music, and a B-borderline-A in Maths. I got a B in Science and a C in Additional.