As title....
I have a long history of depression and anxiety. In process of moving over to be with fiancée (she lives other end of country- we met while at uni), need to support her, more for the sake of our relationship, as She just started renting a place.
I'm now sat in my suit, ready to go out and hand out my CVs in Manchester, however, my social anxiety is getting in the way, im scared I'll just chicken out last minute. I'm a failure....
She'll be disappointed in me if I don't get these all handed out by end of day, to top it off I'm not organised. I don't know which firms to target, firstly because I'm anxious, and not confident and secondly don't feel my exp offers much. So much for my university education.
SA is ruining my life......help!??
Inlaws are also very pushy and expectant of me. Relations with mother are rocky because she doest want me to move.