We want each other as well, but I was very attracted and I thought I might get her pregnant, so I rejected her. The responsibility and irreversibility of that troubles me.
But now I know I should see that I could be with her besides having a kid(although I have my doubts how much you can sustain that before natural biological instinct kicks in) But I could at leat try and be with her, use protection and all. We are not just greatly matched physically, but personality wise too. She made it clear and kept trying to be with me, I sort of feel the same, but like I say I rejected her despite my attraction. Now I think I made a mistake and want to try with her.
Want to know how to find her, if she doesn't seem to have online presence, and god, I was seeing her around where I hung about a few miles across the city, but now I go less, but still when I do haven't seen her, something tells me she has had kids, because I got the feeling her clock was ticking, thats why her advances were blatant. It would also explain why she don't have time to be out and about. This was such a connection I'd be fascinated to run into her again.