This probably seems an inappropriate day to be posting such a topic, but I'm feeling so depressed and anxious and absolutely terrible and just need some words of comfort or advice.
I'm long distance close friends with a guy who has autism and severe anxiety and depression. He has made a previous suicide attempt but he called 999 and they took him to hospital to have his stomach pumped. He was then discharged and let back home (he lives alone).
His mood has been feeling incredibly low lately and I have not heard anything from him since the 21st December. I have tried calling and calling and calling but I get no response. Yesterday I rang his local hospital to see if he'd been admitted and they said he hadn't. I then rang his local mental health team and they told me that contact had been made with him on the 22nd and that a check was going to be done yesterday. It hasn't exactly reassured me though; he has not been online and his phone has rang and rang and rang and rang with no response.
I know he was planning to see family this Christmas but I don't understand why he's not answering his phone
The last conversation he had, he was saying something about how he was going to get stupidly smashed on alcohol despite being on medication. This is setting off all sorts of worries and fears in my head. He lives four hours away so I cannot do anything
My worst fear is that something terrible has happened to him.
I care and love the guy so much and it'd absolutely devastate me if I'm to lose him, he's already vulnerable
Advice/help greatly appreciated.
Merry Christmas by the way.