Hi everyone.
Currently in my second year of A levels doing chemistry, biology and English lit (all WJEC exam boards). My mocks are literally in 3 days time for chemistry and biology and I have done absolutely nothing for chemistry and very little for biology. I don't know why but I feel so demotivated this year. Last year, whilst doing AS, I was so motivated to do the best that I could possibly do I achieved AABC - was happy, but not satisfied. I really want to achieve AAA this year, but the more I think of it the more I feel I cannot. It's already January in 2 hours and I haven't understood or revised any of my work over the holidays. Mentally, I'm not even ready to give it my best shot. I feel like there's been a switch inside me turned off and it's getting more difficult by days to try to turn it back on. Throughout the whole holidays I got myself into a bad sleeping pattern, sleeping 3/4am and waking up no earlier than 12pm or even 2. The days I would wake up 1pm for like the past week I would think what's the point of studying half the day is gone and not study at all for the whole day, just like today. I have no routine at all.. when I do try to revise my family are always telling me to go out and do stuff and plan different things for the day. So either I'm doing other stuff or not revising. It's all getting really frustrating and I don't know what to do. I feel like I have failed before I have even started. I was so determined to do well, but my family don't really care and don't motivate me at all.. I don't find motivation in myself either. What do I do? Is it too late to get really well (AAA)?