I almost never go out, don't see anyone outside of supervisions and one society, and I am convinced I have some undiagnosed ASD or something, as well as abnormal impracticality (another big issue is that my diet and spending is terrible, largely because I don't feel comfortable cooking due to a history of failing at anything remotely practical, even though I know it is not actually difficult at all objectively). And there's all the small things; I don't have a license to watch stuff I'd like to watch, my room is freezing, it's really noisy where I am, it's not exactly aesthetic where I am... Sorry but you did ask lol
I almost never go out, don't see anyone outside of supervisions and one society, and I am convinced I have some undiagnosed ASD or something, as well as abnormal impracticality (another big issue is that my diet and spending is terrible, largely because I don't feel comfortable cooking due to a history of failing at anything remotely practical, even though I know it is not actually difficult at all objectively). And there's all the small things; I don't have a license to watch stuff I'd like to watch, my room is freezing, it's really noisy where I am, it's not exactly aesthetic where I am... Sorry but you did ask lol
Have you spoken to someone in your university about this?
Have you spoken to someone in your university about this?
Nope; I feel like all my issues are my fault and so it would largely be a waste of time, as for any diagnosis of anything, that would take ages especially with me being an adult and I don't even know if it would be productive.
Nope; I feel like all my issues are my fault and so it would largely be a waste of time, as for any diagnosis of anything, that would take ages especially with me being an adult and I don't even know if it would be productive.
If you think you might have ASD or something then it's not your fault (not even sure what you mean by "I feel like all my issues are my fault"). Getting a diagnosis probably would be difficult at this point in time but that doesn't mean that there isn't any help available for you. In the end it's your choice but I can assure you that getting help from my university has absolutely not been a waste of time for me; indeed I wouldn't be there without it. If it's making you miserable, there are people who can help.
I'm looking forward to be starting the lab based part of my research project in the BMRC and my one other module running alongside it: infection and immunity
can't believe it's my penultimate semester at university (with the last being exams)
Looking forward to lectures and being able to plan my day myself again (and the food!). Not looking forward to exams Overall though, happy to go back. One week left.
- Seeing my uni family, getting to pull more pranks with them, and more joking around - Seeing Arthur, our house hamster, again - Eating what I want and not having to justify my actions (I love my family to death, but they question every move I make) - Starting modules I actually wanted to study (ecology and oceanography) - Got a 2 week expedition to the Malaysian jungle to study trapdoor spiders - Having a double bed instead of a single - More fieldtrips