I'm doing my A-levels and I can't handle it. My health is not so good at the moment, I'm receiving treatment but it'll never go away completely. (My problem that is)
It's not that I'm not clever enough, I'm doing quite well actually. The problem is that people like me who are in constant pain, find it difficult to just be sometimes let alone do A-levels and pass. It's not like I can will myself to function like a normal person; the simple truth being that I cannot. So I am torn. I am academically capable but not mentally stable. I will never be mentally stable, and I'm not being pessimistic. I've been 'off' for quite some time so it's safe to assume I'll be like this till the end.
And even if I do drop out, what then?
I'm left stuck.