Im really struggling at the moment, i have finished university, working now but I am regretting every choice I have made up till now.
I just studied the most difficult subjects my whole life, i had the typical aim of becoming a doctor like all asians and my goals became too hard for me, i wasnt enjoyinv life since alevels and my studies were the only thing i focused on at college and univerdity as i had a bad break up with friends!
All i thiught about was having a good career but i thought i had to be the best at everything in order to get there.
I became a loner and a nerd which is not like me , i was always hardworking but not to the extent of abandoning all socialisation, i just no longer felt wanted by any of my peers even when i joined new classes ( i chose mostly science courses). I found people at college and uni not very welcoming.
I just wonder if i should have not been so rigid with myself in wanting a science career and getting extreamly down everytime i didnt do well enough to get into a particular science career ( i actually beleived i was stupid for getting Cs in science, mostly due to stress from the friend issue) wish i had not been so hard on myself back then, and wish i didnt think too far ahead, i wished i studied subjects that were easy and enjoyed and not have let those so called friends ruin that for me ( i avoided choosing classes they were in).
Just felt like posting this incase anyone else had any advice?
Regretting all life choices
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