I'm 22 and have been with my boyfriend for about a year. He is travelling (3 months have passed. It will be 6 Months in total).
I love him but one minute I want to be with him and the next I don't.
I can't see him being 'the one', so in my head I think I have convinced myself that I am wasting my time. Whereas he tells me that he thinks about 'our future', daily.
I really don't know where I stand with my feelings. It's been going on for a while. (I can't talk to him, he is a little paranoid and very emotional). Myself on the other had, I find it hard to show.talk about my feelings, hence why I am online writing to complete strangers, searching for an answer.
I feel a little trapped. I can't end things because I am going away with him (it's already booked) and I'm 98% sure it will be fine again once we're together. I just can't understand why I feel this way?!
(I am not on any medication/the pill/pregnant etc)
Maybe I'm just nuts? :')
I can't work out what I want/how I feel about him!
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