I started speaking to a girl about 2 weeks ago online and she honestly seems perfect for me. We both like the same music, same movies, wrestling, we work in similar jobs, and we went to the same university. She lives about 5 miles from me which is incredible! She seems perfect. We were supposed to be having our first date on Sunday but she cancelled and this was her message this morning:
''So I have the flu :/ I'm all gross!!We may have to postpone our date for a little while hun :'( I dont wanna commit to seeing you then have cancel again cause im still not well. It isn't fair on you at all. I'm taking a few days of work also, which sucks but I have to xx''
I just find it frustrating because I was really looking forward to it. I just feel that in the 2 weeks we've been talking, we could have easily met up for coffee or a meal in an evening or weekend because we live so close. Now this happens. She hasn't given me anything concrete for when we can meet up. Hopefuly the back end of next week, when she's better. But again, nothings been rearranged which is making me more anxious. I've told her this, which may or not have been a mistake but I felt like I had to.
So what do I do next? I mean people get ill I understand that. I just need assurance that I'll see her. My guts telling me that we won't ever meet up, partly due to past experience. At least I work long hours (12 hour shifts) so I can go a long time without talking to her which helps. I want to have a few phone calls with her too. I've suggested the idea and she seems up for it.
I clearly want to see her. I also want a clear day that we will meet but I don't want to be too pushy. I'm also worried that she'll lose interest in me. If we have the phone call(s) then we'll know I suppose. I want to stop talking to her for a little bit but that might make her think I've lost interest too.