So I've been with my boyfriend for 2 and a half years and in the beginning, I was so in love with him and could really see a future with him.
Now, I'm not so sure. I still do love him but sometimes it's more like a friendship love. I hate that I feel this way. I told him how I feel, and he was really upset and said he'd try his best to stop me feeling that way but how can he possibly do that? We still talk about a future together and the thought is nice but I'm not sure if I really want it. I did think a break would help but when I brought it up, he was furious with me for the suggestion, so I left it alone thinking my feelings were just a phase. A couple of months later, I told him I wanted a break. He told me that I'm basically saying that I don't love him and he walked away from me before I could say anything else. We talked after that and he said he couldn't bear to lose me. I don't want to lose him either so I stayed with him hoping my feelings were temporary. That was about 4 months ago and I'm still feeling this way. I'm afraid that it's no longer a phase but since it is now a long term relationship, I'm wondering if it's normal? He knows I feel this way and he always tries to overcompensate by always telling me how much he loves me and it doesn't help. In fact, it makes me feel even worse about myself because I'm tired of hearing it. Were both young. I'm 19, he's 18. Im at the end of my first year of uni and he works part time at an Argos. He wants us to live together in my 2nd year and I'm not sure if I love him enough to do that, but I don't want to hurt him. Help?