I acknowledge that it is possible for a god to exist, but I don't believe in God right now, because I haven't seen any solid evidence of his existence.
At the same time, some of my actions are dictated by my mild fear of some entity out there judging my actions. I think the only reason I have that fear is as a mental reflex though, to prevent myself from abandoning my own ideals. I mostly just try to follow a defined set of ideals throughout my life that I dictated years ago(as a very idealistic kid), but sometimes it's hard to stick to those ideals without reaching out for something that might force me to.
From GCSE to A level, it's all changing