So, basically, I have just finished my finals and am not coping well at all. I keep thinking that this is supposed to be such a great time, everyone is going out and getting excited about the future but I have no money, am totally broke, might have to move home, I don't have a job sorted out and I feel like my friends don't even like me that much.
I think the thing with my friends is one of the things that is bothering me the most because I would at least feel a bit less alone if things were different. I have two large groups of friends but I am not really close to anyone, and sometimes people forget to invite me to things. All the people I was friends with in 1st/2nd year I seem to have drifted away from.
I go to uni in London as well, and I'm worried about having the money to stay here where all my friends are (a lot of them are from London anyway so its not a big worry for them) even if I get a job. I hate having nothing to do, I worked so hard for my exams and I hate not having that sense of purpose. I'm trying to motivate myself to do things but I can barely get out of bed.
I'd love to do a masters, but I haven't been doing very well at uni this year. I've worked hard but have been experiencing a lot of panic attacks all year and feel like I'm just not good enough. I was a really good student at school and I feel like I'm losing part of my identity by not being in education, or being a high achiever. I've been getting low 2:1s, and I'm now worried about getting a 2:2 overall.
I know it's stupid, but I can't stop thinking about all the things that uni could have been. Anyone been through anything similar?
I need some advice about feeling depressed post-exams
|TSR's new app is coming! Sign up here to try it first >>||17-10-2016|