I'm a 15 year old girl and atm I'm really worried I am developing schizophrenia.
When I was around the ages of 7 and 8 I used to hear them, especially at night when I was alone. I remember one night I was in my room and I heard a really angry mans voice saying "You stupid girl, you didn't press the right button!" It was completely random and I got really scared and I cried. My mum came to my room and told me i dreamed it BUT I DIDNT! Another time, I kicked a ball away from my brother and I heard a voice say "pick it up and say sorry" and I did as it told me to. Then things kind of just stopped until the middle of last year.
I was on a bike ride with my mum, and I heard a male voice say to me "6,7" multiple times. I asked my mum if she heard it too and she had no idea what I was talking about. I had been baptized about 3 months before so I convinced myself that God had contacted me and that he was giving me bible verses....
I have had small times where I thought my dad shouted me and he had no idea what I was talking about. At school I have sworn blind someone shouted my name, but that hasn't been the case. A recent one that happened to me was the other day and I was laying in my bed, and I thought to myself "I have to sleep now" and I heard a female voice right in my left ear, It scared me so much I sat there for 5 minutes thinking someone was actually beside me.
I also always think someone's talking about me, judging me, watching me or something. I'm also afraid for me or my parents to open the door when someone knocks incase its a murderer or someone ready to attack. I am also constantly talking to myself, always making up conversations with myself, or pretending I'm someone (say my friend) and asking myself questions and replying as if I am talking to my friend (I don't know if that's normal???)
Am I developing schizophrenia? Am I in the early stages? Or am I just worrying about nothing? Please can someone give me advice or any information!? Thanks x