Ok. So. This may be a bit triggering I'm not sure but I'll put a warning here just in case. Or basically: TLDR, got way too depressed/suicidal, did stupid stuff, missed exam next morning. Help.
The night before I basically had a massive breakdown, I've had a history with mental illness and still have it but this time I felt out of control. I downed cough medicine and had some paracetamol (the slightest bit of paracetamol will most likely kill me due to past OD's, go me!) and hurt myself REALLY badly. I woke up at about 10am the next morning. automatically thought 'sh*t'.
This is my ICT AS level, and there's two modules to this. I've looked up everywhere what happens if I miss an exam but everyone was talking about it purposely, I just felt I wasn't in the right frame of mind to do it if I actually went in to do it. I don't have a doctor's note either and I'm typing this at 12:30am lol.
Does anyone have any advice? You can tell me I'm stupid for doing this but idk. Mental health over exams for me personally.