I don't really know where to start but let's start with the overall image.
I'm 17 and will turn 18 just few days before starting university. For at least 10 years I had this passion for computers and how everything works. I got into one of the UK's top 10 unis to study Computer Science with software engineering (amazing), applied for everything within all the deadlines. Parents support me and I don't really have to worry about he the living expenses. I got into uni without some major hard work and I'm not particularly afraid of the course or studying. Slightly about moving out and all the new environment and people. I think of myself as quite smart & intelligent person. I realize there are thousands and thousands of people in worse situation but I have this feeling that I wanna be the very best. I always try to do my best even in the simplest things or assisting others.
Here is the negativity.
- I'm quite lonely but apparently hilarious and banterlicious in class.
- I have never been employed (except for work experience)
- I have not even started my driving license. btw Car insurance prices in the UK are a freaking joke.
- I'm quite emotional and would say 'different' than most people nowadays. I don't enjoy clubs, enjoy the sort of Lana Del Rey, Ariana Grande, Bieber, Beatles, Michael Jackson, Elvis Presley music the most but I like rap and alternative rock from time to time too.
Things like employment or driving license make me anxious since some people my age or on the same education level would have it already. It may seem stupid but it really annoys me. I'm unmotivated and lazy to actually don't anything about it and I feel like wasting time.
Am I exaggerating?
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