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Why am I questioning myself?

So, I'm a straight transgender male and I've recently been in quite the dilemma. I've alwahs been attracted to girls, ever since I was young, but suddenly I've been getting aroused from gay pornography. Now, the thing is, is that I dont personally ever want to engage in sexual activities with another male nor do I want a relationship with one. It's just simply seeing it thst arouses me. If I do suddenly get some sort of thought about a me doing something with another man I get disgusted, and in some cases, I beg myself to make it stop. I'm not homophobic but I just dont feel comfortable with calling myself bisexual, bicurious, or homosexual - it feels wrong, like that's not who I am. Why am I suddenly going through this?
I think a lot of people fell the same at some point, but I think it's just curiosity about a situation you've never been in.

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