I admit it. Im lazy. Im not blaming it on the fact I have severe depression and the meds never work but the depression hasnt helped. I passed all my GCSE's with C or above. Went on to 6th form, failed first year studying Physics, Biology and Chemistry. The school let me retake and I got a C in Physics, a D in Chemistry and failed Biology again. I then moved to a college to continue to A2 and take up Maths As. Failed Maths and Chemistry and got an E in Physics. I then moved to another college to go study Btec level 3 in Mechanical Engineering. At the start of the year everything was going fine, then my Mother's boyfriend became abusive and started to beat me up before new year. I hit back in self defense and called the police for help. They ended up arresting me and letting him off because he made out that I had punched him for no reason. I was let out of police custody the next day with no charges whatsoever. Since then Ive not been able to do any work at all. I have until the 27th to do 16 assignments and I just cant seem to finish them off. I also have been so tired that I generally wake up when the college day ends so my attendance is incredibly low. My younger sister said to me that if I dont finish all the work she will kick me out of the house and will not care what I do next. Being 20 there seems no way I can get an apprenticeship and even if I did the references from my current college will look so bad that theres a 0% chance of me getting any job. I dont know what to do. I just feel like its the end of the road for me.
I think ive hit a dead end in my life...
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