Its been 4/5 years since I was at my lowest and due this this I made some very foolish mistakes (I don't need to explain what they are) and whenever I'm in bed or alone they always creep up in my mind. I hate this I really do.
I know what I done was wrong, and I know my reasons behind my choices make sense - I would seek approval, company and bonds people who I never knew irl is all I will say.
I learnt my lessons from what I did and I changed as a person - no more foolish behaviours or mistakes. I have made my life both in real life and on social medias as private as I can, I no longer need to seek such approval, company and bonds with people online. I am now happily settled with somebody, have blessings of friends and a family which encourage me every day to aim as far as I can for the future. And I know this is great, infact I do feel so blessed with them.
But, I just cannot let go of my past. And although many years have passed, 4/5 years infact and my past hasn't yet come back to haunt me or caught up with me, I just worry so much.
I just want some advice on how to move on, and actually how to do the moving on. I want some advice on how to forgive myself also.
Constant regret of the past - help and advice appreciated
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