Recently, I had a lot of cousins and family from abroad and they all stayed at my house.
Thing is, the first few days were good - but as they were reaching near the end of their holiday - I started to become very moody and snappy. I stepped a line and had a go at a lot of people and I would say 80% of the things were completely true. The other 20% I must admit must be bad and uncalled for.
Now, they all do not want to speak to me but one person literally forgave me and said that he understood my pain and what not.
I used to be a shy introvert and I wanted to just become outgoing and what not. Somewhat backfired and I too want to go back to my life as it was 3 weeks ago - a nice and quiet life.
It hurts real bad when you also have a cousins from the States who does not really formally say hello and goodbye when they see you. By the way, I did nothing wrong to them as I didn't have the chance to spend some time with them.
I have come to realise that most of my extended family are just sad jerks and that I am not being seen as a nice guy or being misinterpreted. I am just sick and tired of people giving me BS when they themselves don't care.
NEED ADVICE. Feel rejected by many people. Best way to move forward from now
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