In short, very bad unsupportive so-called "parents". I can't work for long periods. I feel lonely, lost, tired most of the time. Nobody takes care of me now I'm an adult and didn't before. I have trouble keeping up relationships (can take all my effort but then I can't take care of my future at all), and trouble sleeping and eating. No one to rely on or show genuine, unconditional care. I could hardly sleep back in home country and constantly wanted to come back to UK. I wanted to work, unfortunately I have been stuck at an airport and a town nearby for a month just thinking and could not make a simple decision. I feel too tired and messed up to work but these basics are not taken care of. But I know if I go back, it'll probably be the same, I will miss UK AND I won't be able to sleep probably. But at the same time I still have not done anything here. The one place I feel about happy is some relatives in a neighbour country, but it is very poor with poor prospects.. Please tell me what is the smart thing to do here?
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