This past week I've had 2 dreams involving a girl who severely bullied me for years during primary and high school.
I don't recall exact details of them but it was fun n flirty idek?? Confusing asf considering she made me want to die during my teen years.
I'm 22 and haven't seen the girl since I finished college over 4 years ago.
There was a thread on here quite recently about bullying and I guess that's why it's been lingering on my mind hence the dreams.
I've looked at her social media to see what she's doing these days and it just baffles me that she's doing nursing at uni..a career which involves caring for vulnerable people. It contradicts my experience of her and the type of person she was.
I imagined myself in a scenario going to the doctors and her being the nurse attending to me and me just refusing and calling her out for her days of bullying. Asking why she thinks she's fit to look after people when I know what her colleagues don't know.
Sure, it's years later and people change and I totally get that, but that's the thing which lingers on my mind about school bullying..years later when you may see them around at their place of work or with a baby or w.e.
It just makes me think wtf now that were adults, why were you such a vile ***** to me? Are you a changed person now? Do you remember what you did and feel any sort of remorse? Or is it all a facade that adult life forces you to create in order to make a living?
I felt totally over the bullying/haven't thought about those days until it all came back when I spoke of it in a thread last week. I guess it's just about never getting any sort of closure and wondering why she made my life so ****, but oh well I don't want to ever see or associate w her.
This will soon pass, I'll be over it and won't care in a couple of days as my past is nothing like who I am today and I don't hold grudges against people but I just wanted to vent about that.
Having dreams about a girl who used to bully me
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