SO right now I'm doing volume based work in an insurance firm.I just hate the job at its causing me depression because I feel so lonely.*
In the job I've never fitted in. When I started all the people had their own groups and I never became a part of it . The place is in the middle of nowhere and everyone go out in their cars. I don't live that far so just walk it to work but I never have anywhere to go to so I have always ate my lunch at my desk and browse the net. I think people have noticed this as literally everyone leaves the office.*
Anyway I'm leaving the firm soon as I'm doing postgrad but I just can't help feel like a failure. *I suck at making friends. I'm a pretty quiet /shy person but when I started the job I made the effort. people seemed to want to talk to me but I didn't become a part of the group.*
I think the problem was with me not them. HOw can I change myself ? I don't think I have a good personality which might be turning people off. I want to be outgoing and interesting *
Can I ever be normal ?
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