I've never felt like this in my life and I'm not going to feel it in the future either (my body is disfigured so no girl is going to like me).
I want to know how ti feels like to have a girl like you and care about you, text you first thing in the morning, wanting to know you, etc. All those things people take for granted.
Sorry for the gloomy thread, it's just something I won't experience and I'm severely depressed about it.