I'm at uni, but I commute from home. Initially I thought it would be for the best, but now I kind of see it as a hindering me as I would want to be independent from home. Now thinking about it, I'm kinda at the stage where I was really childish up until now, to sudden maturity and I think the change was a bit too sudden.
I was really close to one girl, but I felt smothered by her and I only saw her as a friend from the get going. The ones I see as friends tend to smother me and usually ones I don't like that.
The girls I do like I have trouble speaking to. I liked one so much that when she introduced herself to me at uni, my body froze and I barely managed to say a sentence. Till this day, whenever she walks past, it's just really awkward eye contact.