I'm writing this because I don't know where else to turn..
Okay recently I lost my virginity and lied to my parents about where I was staying (I am 20 btw) Me and guy broke up a while after (was NOT sex related) I started having symptoms of a UTI so i went to the hospital with my mum. The doctor said it wasnt a UTI and that it may be a STD and i could be pregnant. She was the WORST doctor I have ever met, she just kept smiling and wouldn't answer any of my questions. I had to tell my mum at this point because i was freaking out myself. I took a pregnancy test and it was negative. My mum went completely mental (my family are really traditional) she went to tell my dad even when I asked her not to..
Next day I went to the STI clinic, turns out it was a UTI. I went home feeling happy, my dad came to my room yelling abuse at me calling me a prostitute and all names under the sun. He isnt talking to me at all atm, my mum went on to tell EVERYONE that she knows that ive "done the dirty" and that I was "stupid" even though we USED PROTECTION and I am 20.. Right so dad not talking to me and mum wont let me forget, she keeps judging me and comparing me to my sister. Most of my friends are JUDGING me, i already feel like ****.
I am sick and tired of explaning to everyone I wanna get close to that my parents are controlling and are emotionally abusing me. I put all my trust in my ex boyfriend, i told him everything and he said that we are gonna get through this together but here I am alone.
Giving up on life..
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