If you were serious about the last two sentences. Call the Samaritans at 116123... suicide is a permanent "solution" to a possibly temporary problem.
Also, jumping in front of a train to commit suicide is the most selfish thing ever. You will traumatise the train driver - seeing a (wo)man jump in front of their train when they can do nothing about it will stick with them for the rest of their lives, amongst other thing. Just don't do it.
If you care that much about this issue, why not campaign against it or something? You're doing nothing to solve what you believe is wrong by committing suicide.