Hi - some context:
I am a 25 year old bisexual man, and open about this for the last couple of years in various but increasing degrees. It is rare that I am into that many people and have only been with a handful of people at all and only slept with a couple. I have had 2 long term (2+ year) relationships with women and 1 very short and disastrous one with a guy when I was very young. I don't really like dating in itself and really just like the idea of settling down with someone. I have been both single and celibate (not for this reason) for the last 3 years.
Following a long period of feeling very jaded and bitter about the people who didn't work out and sorting out some personal problems, I am feeling more suited to getting back into dating, but I am worried about this because of my sexuality and of people's possible reactions to it and of what I may lose as a result. This is because of 2 reasons:
1) In the past when I have not mentioned it beforehand and either divulged the truth about my sexuality to my girlfriends, or it has been uncovered in some other way, it has led to them bursting into tears and saying they feel sick for kissing me, and the relationship ending shortly after as a result of subsequent arguments.
2) Society's general erasure of bisexuality that in the minds of straight women a bi guy is gay and in the minds of gay guys a bi guy is straight, and the idea that a bi guy must somehow either be dating 2 people at the same time or be fantasizing over the sex of the person he is not with. According to society, the only people bi guys can legitimately be with is other bi guys, which serves as a problem to me as I am generally into more women.
This leaves me with the following options:
a) Tell people I want to date immediately I am bisexual, only for them to walk away.
b) Tell people I want to date I immediately I am straight (or gay when necessary) and feel constantly uncomfortable with them.
c) Not specifically disclose it, but reveal it after a period of trust with the higher likelihood of everything rapidly imploding down the toilet.
This leaves me feeling very desolate about the future, and I would love to know other people's opinions on this:
Regardless of your sex/gender or sexuality:
- Which of the above options should I choose when dating?
- Would you yourself date a bisexual person/man/woman if he/she was your perfect person until this detail was revealed?
- If not, why not, and what has led you to believe that?
- What would your reaction be if this was revealed some way into a relationship?
All advice and opinions appreciated, thanks!