What the F*** do i do now???

At school I was a straight A/A* grade student. However that urgh kind of went wrong in Year 10- school made me really anxious so I found it really hard to look normal/be normal. I was always in trouble.
So I basically managed I got referred to special school. So to avoid this by I opted to do homeschool. However I really hate homeschool- I am so lonely and I cannot socialise with anyone as if I go out on my own I get shouted at by all the local teens. I cannot reach my full potential like this and I am really struggling to do work.
What do I do???
Option 1- apply to go back to a normal school and redo year 10 ( I have actually done this but I am really worried about it - it made me wake up at 4 am)
Option 2- carry on homeschool do gcses and go to sixform next year( I am also realy worried about this as camhs warned me about a year ago that continual isolation will most likely lead to depression and I cannot let that happen)

WHAT DO I DO???? PLZ HELP

Reply 1

zakiah nasir

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Discuss with your parents your options and go from there. Your way too young to be stressing about this kind of stuff, i think school is the best route, try and get involved in like after school clubs or some sort of volunteering to make some friends but even if u decide to stay homeschooled if u look at local volunteering opportunities in your area you will defo be able to make friends and plus it will take your mind off things. Don't let people get to you, i think most people go through the stage of bullying but just don't let it get to u! i wish u all the best in whatever u decide to do! good luck

Reply 2

username2471155

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Original post by glassanimal

At school I was a straight A/A* grade student. However that urgh kind of went wrong in Year 10- school made me really anxious so I found it really hard to look normal/be normal. I was always in trouble.
So I basically managed I got referred to special school. So to avoid this by I opted to do homeschool. However I really hate homeschool- I am so lonely and I cannot socialise with anyone as if I go out on my own I get shouted at by all the local teens. I cannot reach my full potential like this and I am really struggling to do work.
What do I do???
Option 1- apply to go back to a normal school and redo year 10 ( I have actually done this but I am really worried about it - it made me wake up at 4 am)
Option 2- carry on homeschool do gcses and go to sixform next year( I am also realy worried about this as camhs warned me about a year ago that continual isolation will most likely lead to depression and I cannot let that happen)

WHAT DO I DO???? PLZ HELP

I'm home studying. Best thing to do is completed your GCSE's at home get straight A/A* and go sixth form. After a while you get used to being alone and doing things yourself.

Reply 3

glassanimal

OP

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Original post by Oxidation

I'm home studying. Best thing to do is completed your GCSE's at home get straight A/A* and go sixth form. After a while you get used to being alone and doing things yourself.