Can anyone help with my university situation please?

I wanted to do medicine, but after getting AAC. I was unable too , i am now doing pharmacy at the university in my home town and i hate it. Living at home is making my depression extremely bad seeing everybody move on and im still in the same place. I have thought about getting accomidation outside of home and staying at the uni , or leaving after 1st year , or leaving and joining a university for pharamcy out of town but dont want a bad one on the league tables as mine is quite high. Just need some freedom and to experience life a bit and have some peace and quiet and just get on with life really. Can anybody offer any advice on any of these possibilities ? Thank you.