So here's my story..I was really passionate about Maths and I put a lot of effort into it in my A Level. Although if things had been better, I could've got an A in O'Level Maths too, but due to the circumstances that were, I ended up with a B because I couldn't get enough time to prepare.
But I knew I had to pull out all the stops and must somehow get an A in A'Level at least. I worked really hard in my AS too but I got a B. I was little disappointed but carried on the momentum and kept myself motivated. And there it was P3 that I took on 17th. It was the worst exam I ever took and I know I can't get better than a C in it! Although I had practiced a lot but the paper they made was really really very hard and like 3-4 questions I stuck up in the middle and couldn't complete.
I feel so disappointed that I don't ever want to look at Maths again. I want to throw away all the books and notes and never ever look back! but is that the option? Anyone help me out!
No idea what to do! I also wanted to go in engineering because I was so passionate about Maths and wanted to take it further but it doesn't seem likely that I ever want to study it again.
P.s. I totally self-studied and I had no problem in my preparation at all (or at least that is what I thought) I was really confident about my skills