I'm 18, a virgin and I have worked with a girl for about a year and over the last few months I've developed a crush on her and in the last few weeks especially I've felt really close to her. She is a few years older than me but that doesn’t bother me at all.
At work I got asked to move to a new store as a promotion and said yes. The girl said she would miss me and added me on Facebook then text me to say we need to arrange a send off drink. I bought her flowers as a thank you for everything she's done for me and she hugged me and I don't think I've ever felt as close to someone as I did that moment. It was a really beautiful moment that can’t be put into words. Later on she gave me a card signed by all my colleagues and everyone signed it but unlike everyone else she left me a really long message saying she'll still be there for me and is just a phone call away. She also gave me a present and said it was from everyone but I feel like it was more from her personally as she put effort into it as it was a very specialist sort of gift based off one of my hobbies.
Anyway circumstances changed and I have been told I could stay and she would have to move. I got her a card and said in it to promise not to be a stranger and she said she would never be a stranger and hugged me again.
She left last week and she hasn't mentioned this drink that we were supposed to have and hasn't messaged since she left. I messaged her once but she took ages to reply and didn’t reply at all to one of my texts I’m hoping maybe it’s just with the stress of the new job. Although I picture myself with her sexually now and again I am very close to her and even if we are just friends I think I would be happy with that though I would like to progress our relationship. She’s a very independent woman which is a big part of why I like her. I often over think things and think I am doing same here. Does it sound like she's not interested I mean maybe she's busy with new job but I don't know? Thanks.