Well, today I found out my English coursework for 'Much Ado About Nothing' was a very high B, borderlining the A, they say it could go either way. I feel completely ungrateful and rather selfish but would it be wrong for me to say I'm slightly downbeat about it?
I've consistently worked hard throughout the year, and it seems all of my effort is not paying off and now it made me think I can not do the best I can.
I am very aware of how difficult it is to get an A in English Literature, especially 'Spies' and 'A Woman Of No Importance' to an extent. Now I am fretting that the coursework will not help bring my marks up if I messed the examinations up. I am sorry, but I feel I have to let off some steam in order to feel better.
On another note, I was thinking in terms of language analysis in the exams, to quote and identify a language device and then see what it reveals about particular character/theme/motif or context. Would I be able to comment on all four in one paragraph? Or just focus solely on one and then go on to the next one in a future quote? (Sorry if I am stating the obvious!)
Sorry if I am not making any sense, and I apologize for coming across as completely ungrateful, it just feels like all of this hard work is not being rewarded.