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Can I be Happy and cheerfull?

username202925

I used to be really excited like a child sometimes...but not in a messing around sort of way...
But being happy and trying to make jokes sometimes makes people talk behind your backs about you...

I feel I had to suppress being excited about talking to people for the sake of people not disliking me...i mean they would be nice to my face but probably would be less likely to invite me out...
anyway that was in work when i hardly knew people...
In and out of temping jobs...
My main school friends would stay by me...but I was just generally wandering...
It crops up in my head sometimes....
I know there's people who at 20 have a teddy in their bed and others that don't...
So i guess it's the same with who like me and who don't...

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Hisoo

I understand where you're coming from, when you start working you have to talk formally with people you dont know that well, and from there you sort of lose the ability to regress back to childishness. It's called growing up.