Hi
This is my first post here (although I've read lots!), so firstly apologies if I don't get this all quite right. It's just I could really do with some objective advice about what to do next, and this seemed to be a good place to get it.
OK - this is me and this is my dilemma. In essence it's simple: I have an offer from York to study History and English this year but don't know whether to accept as I'm a bit stuck on the idea of Cambridge. The devil, as they say, is in the detail.
I'm a year 12 grammar school student and this year I will be taking 4 A2 exams and 1 AS. I'm doing this because my school changed the way it organises its exam programmes. We now do our GCSEs in year 10, our ASs (+ extra GCSEs) in year 11, more ASs and some A2s in year 12 and final A2s in year 13.
I did OK in my GCSEs - or at least I thought so until I read what people get on here! - getting 4 A*, 4A, 3B and 2C, and couldnt really see the point in doing more, so opted for 4 AS in year 11 (against school advice I must add). I knew that it would be OK to drop a subject if I needed to, but I seemed to be able to cope so I carried on, eventually getting As in History, Politics, Classical Civilisation and English. My teachers all seemed to be impressed at how I improved from year 10 to year 11 and had predicted I'd do well - but you never quite believe it until you see it on paper!
I had intended to stagger my A2 exams over two years, but the course profiles changed meaning that I had to do all four this year. (I'm doing Classics out of school as it isn't offered at A2 and I've also picked up Philosophy & Ethics AS.) And again my teachers have predicted all As.
So, back in September I began to wonder what I would do in year 13 - and made a snap decision that maybe I'd leave and try for uni a year early. Several of my key teachers suggested it to me before I'd even said anything to them and once it was in my head I really wanted to give it a try. I couldn't ask my parents for advice as neither have been to uni, but I did ask my head of sixth form - who just said give it a go if you want to.
As all I was doing was "giving it a try" I simply applied to the top unis (we're told to do that lol) and thought that what will be will be. Trouble is that somewhere in between writing my personal statement and clicking send on my UCAS statement, I feel head over heels in love with Cambridge. Doh!
Now I appreciate that people spend years preparing for Cambridge (and I wish I had) but I completed my SAQ, found appropriate essays and tried to prepare for my interview with very little advice or support. I did get an interview (which I really enjoyed - although didn't feel that I'd "shone" like in my practice ones) but subsequently got pooled and then ultimately rejected. My rejection letter from Pembroke was lovely - very considerate explaining that they didn't always pick the right candidates and often made mistakes themselves! And my feedback was also (I think) OK - they said that my writing was good and that I was good at interview - but slightly intellecually inflexible (does that mean I need to read more?). They also mentioned that my age was against me when it came to being pooled.
Now, following on from my Cambs rejection I have also been turned down by Durham (no surprise there given my A* level) and St Andrews (really thought I had a chance there, so not sure what to read into that). I've heard nothing from Warwick (apart from lots of random "we'll contact you soon" emails) and I have my offer from York - which I received quite quickly after sending off my UCAS application.
The big question is - do I stay at school next year and complete year 13 or do I head for York this year and give up on Cambridge? If I stay at school I will do A2 Philosophy & Ethics, A Level 4 Foundation course in Journalism and I'm hoping that they will let me start an OU course in Latin as it isnt offered. I'm also hoping to continue my history mentoring for younger students and help out in some history classes. And, if I can fit it in, I'll take on some voluntary work, hopefully at the local museum. Oh and I'll also do AEAs in History and English. But what if I do all that and get rejected by Cambridge AND turned down by York? My teachers say I'm unlikely to be turned down by York...?
The alternative is go to York this year (if I get the 3As needed) but maybe miss some of the freshers fun because I won't be 18 til Jan. Oh It's all soooo confusing!
If you've read this through - then thank you x And, if you have any advice I'd love to hear from you!
