I'm straight.. but I mentally feel gay?

I don't know how to explain this.

Basically, I've just split up with a girl. That's just another matter in itself.

But when I go on nights out with my mates, I really want to kiss another male for some reason. I don't know why.

When I go to the toilet, I always make sure that I look alright in the mirror quickly (as you do) etc. Things like that. My appearance is very normal.

I like getting attention from girls in clubs, but they rarely appeal to me that much these days. I've been told on numerous occaisions that I'm "acting gay" when I've had a few drinks. But surely that's the same with every bloke??

I'm just confused because I really like a girl at the minute, and I'm trying to get with her.

I think I'm losing the plot.

When I go to the toilet, I always make sure that I look alright in the mirror quickly (as you do) etc. Things like that. My appearance is very normal.

You are obviously gay then

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Being gay has nothing to do with how you act, just ignore your friends. It is about being attracted to somebody of the same sex, and even then, that does not make you gay.