Me and my girlfriend have been together nearly a year, she really is everything to me, I love her so much and I have never been so happy.
But now over the last few days she has been showing what I believe are warning signs that she will break up with me. I have hurt her (not physically I'm not a complete ****) a few times recently because I've said things I shouldn't have, and I think I have somehow hurt her again now with the way she is acting with me, I don't know what I have done she won't say, she won't even talk to me, won't see me.
Thing is it's nearly Christmas as well, I've got her loads of presents that were sure to bring a smile to her face and now when she finishes with me I just know that I'm going to be depressed. I haven't got any friends and all I do is work, she is the only and best friend I have got and losing her would destroy me.
I just know that I'm going to be crying all Christmas and ruining it for everybody else
She is the only thing in my life now and she means absolutely everything to me, I really believe she is the one and we have so much in common, I love her to pieces. She used to love me too but she hasn't told me she loves me some time.
I'm going to be devastated to lose her and I just feel dark days coming ahead for me, truth is I'd rather not even be here than be without this girl
I'd never commit suicide because of the impact it would have on my family, I just don't know how I'm going to get through this.
I've never felt this unhappy before, I just want to be happy like everybody else.