I know it seems a bit silly but me and my partner moved in together this year and tonight hes out on his work christmas party I realised just how lonely I am....
Last year I was living in a shared house, likewise so was OH, I got on really well with his house-mates and we always used to go out together etc, they've all left uni now and none of them live here anymore and Im pretty much left with no-one. The girls from my uni course are lovely but they are all considerably older than me, the majority all have children so nights out are never an option - our times together are usually out for lunch now and again rather than big nights out which we only do once a year at the end of uni. Now uni has been over for a few weeks and Ive realised other than my OH Ive not really seen anyone else, to be fair, he hasn't really seen anyone else other than me either but at least he has his work colleagues too.
Im meant to be going back to my parents tomorrow and everyone from back in school etc is meant to be meeting up for some drinks - I don't really feel like I can even do that; the group I used to hang out with somewhat sided with my ex when we split and Ive never really spoken to them since and my two best friends and I have really grown apart - they've both really changed since school times...As terrible as it sounds Im jealous of my OH because I know he'll be going out with his mates tomorrow night, and I actually get on really well with them. I just don't seem to have any of my own friends....
Id like to be able to meet people my age who I could enjoy having some time with but to be honest I just don't know where to begin, Ive been with my OH before my first year of uni so I never truly had the student lifestyle - majority of the time I was with him rather than out with other students, Ive never lived on campus either so I always feel like Ive missed out a bit there. If I had the money Id love to join the gym or some other activity but I can't afford it and there just doesn't seem to be anything else in my area....