I think i do feel a bit of pressure because its clearly something he wants to do in his life and i think the longer we stay together, he might potentially resent me because i wont do it. I definitely dont want to do it because im quite a jealous person and I could bare to even think he'd find her more of a turn on than me and i read somewhere that, whats to say he'd want to get involved? I said to him he'll find it hard to find another girl (of girlfriend material), to agree to do something like that because for women, it's such a massive emotional thing to agree too. Its hard for women to separate sex from emotions.
I mean, wouldnt you think me watching lesbian porn whilst touching myself was ENOUGH!!!!?? lol Its because he knows its a fantasy i get off on, and he thinks all fantasy's should be acted out - which is *******s, there's a reason why its called a fantasy. If he brings it up again, i'll say to him that i dont want to do it, and if he's not happy with that, then he should look somewhere else. I said to him 'why didnt you just go and find two slags and do it that way when you were single?', but he said it would be better with someone he cares about, getting off on that. He said he just wants to watch, but i wouldnt even be happy with that because hed probably want to get involved. Pft.