My first time was a few weeks ago and was really painful.
Ive only had sex about 10 times since, but it doesnt become less painful at all.
At least the bleeding seems to have stopped now, the last time I didnt bleed anyway, but the pain hasnt.
I dont know what i was expecting, i kinda thought it would be painful but still pleasurable at the same time. But i dont feel anything at all, apart from the pain.
I do enjoy masturbating tho, and yes i can use tampons, so i dont have a problem i dont think.
My bf is black, and yes really big (and im not just saying that because im unexperienced, i have seen anough penises before, so dont bother saying things like "oh i bet he's tiny", youre not being helpful), and really experienced, so i doubt he's doing it completely wrong.
When will it become more pleasurable, any advice?