A random query from me, I have posted before about things like asking is light related to depression and other stuff.
Little backstory again, I am 27 and suffer from huge depression, but its only been in the last 2-3 years it got to a huge level.
I recently had the theory that noise is related since my depression started when I was 21 when I bought a pc (there was a family death and though that was the main thing) but going through various periods its directly related to times when I got a louder pc that my depresion has got worse in relation to the pc.
This might now make sense but what I mean is my first pc was quite quiet, and I had mild depression(and hugely due to family death) this was 6 years ago, 5 years ago bought a new pc which was bigger than last and louder, I got a tiny bit more depressed.
Then 4 years ago I got an even louder pc and got more depressed.
This still may not show much link but 3 years ago I bought a high range pc then, with a massive graphics card with loud fans, pc was quad core so had loud noisy fans to the point where it is like having 2 or 3 Xbox 360s on at once(if not louder) and that is when my depression hit rock low.
Then for a few months I had a basic pc which was almost silent and started feeling better, then got my other pc back and started being really depressed.
Over the last 2 years I have upgraded pc with better(louder) fans and gotten more depressed.
What I notice is that the periods without my loud pc I feel almost not depressed at all and time feels slower/normal wheras when I have my loud pc it doesnt matter if its 3am or 8am(apart from less and less energy) I feel out of it.
Turn my pc off or put a silent one in and 3am feels like 3am and I want to go to bed! Likewise when I am away from home like in bed and breakfast or even at parents I sleep normally, feel really refreshed the next day(and thats using pc at parents)
Tonight I turned off pc for a hour as it was a nice day so pc was warm, and really enjoyed watching tv, when normally I cant concentrate on anything as feel awful.
Sorry if this makes no sense just wanted peoples views on this.