When i'm bored and feel like I'm not getting much attention, I pick a guy from school to stare at to make them think that I like them and it works.
Then they start liking me. Then I move on. yeah pretty mean..
Then I did it to some new guy and I actually did start to like him and then I messed it all up because since I did actually like him I got nervous and couldn't really connect with him and I can tell he doesn't like me anymore.
I agree it is pathetic and I want to stop doing it but I can't tbh this now is more like a confession for me because I know it's bad.
Well since this sounds like a school environment have you tried doing school work? Or chatting to friends like everyone else? There are ways to fulfill your need for attention without having to mess around with people's feelings.
This sounds like a really bad film. You are probably a really nice person but have put up emotional barriers and seek to punish men due to a traumatic childhood incident. A moral will be learnt before the end credits.
This sounds like a really bad film. You are probably a really nice person but have put up emotional barriers and seek to punish men due to a traumatic childhood incident. A moral will be learnt before the end credits.