i can understand what you mean, see i am kenyan and would love to go back and i am applying for medicine this year but the thing is, i will be staying in the uk if only for a while, i feel bad about the training even though it's my second degree and i will be paying for it,....still dont know how yet, but i am hopind of going either to kenya or the US at some point but i know you need a test for the us so that would have to be mid-career....good luck on what you do, at the end of day we can tell you that it's not right and all that but it's up to you, maybe try doctors without borders (medicine sans frontier) or mercy ship, google it, and then after that see if you like working outside the UK..... Good luck!
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