I'm confused, are you saying you're an emo (long black fringe, skinny jeans, crap music, writes bad poetry) or just a depressed kid? If you're one of those stupid emo kids, you can't complain about girls following the same stupid trend you do; and if you're not, well it's not exactly like we're infested with 'emos' anymore, that crap was so 2007 when people still used Myspace and people listened to screamo.
Cheer up, you'll never find someone with that attitude.