basically, I am 17 years old. In April, I went to Florida with my family and met a guy there, who lives in the USA anyway. I live in the UK.
we got on so well, and I ended up spending most of my holiday with him... we kissed a few times and knew we had feelings for each other but tried not to make too much of it. Since we wouldn't be able to see each other again.
we keep in touch via facebook, email and skype and very occasionally, phone calls. we talk on skype a couple of times a week, whenever we're both online (cause of time zones). It's the summer holidays now and I've stayed up as late as 4am to keep talking to him... it's starting to really upset me. because we can't be together, we live thousands of miles apart and it just feels like there's no point. But you can't magically turn off your feelings for someone.
he feels the same, says that he still really likes me and doesn't want to stop talking but doesn't see a way we could be together.
I guess I just don't know what to do. I can't have a relationship back home because I like him. I kissed someone at a party a few weeks ago and it felt like I was cheating (even though we're not officially together).
I just need advice. what's the best thing to do here? keep talking? cut off all contact, or what?
I suppose it'd be okay if we were older but we're both only 17. and I'm just confused right now.
by the way, I have another account on here, didn't wanna go anon hence the 0 posts etc..