Not really in the same vain as anorexia, but i've always had a genuine fear of certain foods and believe me, when people simply call me a 'fussy' person it makes me mad. Like, i've always been scared to even attempt to eat certain foods, such as cheese, pizza, fish, eggs and quite a few others. A big deal would be made when i decided i was going to attempt to eat one and, as dramatic as it sounds, my family would gather round because and give encouragement because before then i'd been consisting on apples, fries, super noodles and beans. I vividly remember screaming the house down and punching everyone in sight when they tried to force me to eat chicken when i was like 7, traumatic times. Anyway, i could never eat anything really and whenever i'd decide to eat something, i'd actually be shaking as it got to my mouth and before i put it in i'd just back away and not eat it. I'm aware of how silly it sounds but it's just the fact. Anyway, recently for the first time i was at a house party and quite a few people stayed to stop the night after, including the girl i really like. To my horror they ordered pizza and like a dumb prick i'd lied earlier when the girl had said to me 'i went to dominos the other night, sooo nice' and i agreed with her.....
So i had no choice but to try the pizza because i had stated that i was hungry but was hoping to find a kebab place near by. The pizza comes, everyone is munching away and the girl i like says 'Damian, here have some' and she hands me a slice of cheese pizza. I'm honestly ****ting myself at this point, i was beginning to perspire like a man who runs. I tried not to make a big deal out of it and quickly shove it in swallow, because i didn't want to seem like a liar (it was a white lie but still). I put it in my mouth and no word of a lie the instant it was in there, i threw up violently, over her and a random person sitting next to her. God, it was shameful and i just got up and ran out of there, a true inbetweeners moment. The 'banter' on fb was painful, believe me.
Anyway, i hope there's others on this site who may have whatever it is that i have, it's not just fussyness, it's at a deeper level than that and i'd love to speak to anyone who is like this.