Major high fives for such progress to my lovely TSR team. Haven't posted in a bit and it's nice to see everyone's still so determined and are enduring the tough times with dignity.
I personally had a truly emotionally crippling moment where I met a friend who'd seen me at my worst and only just seen me again today at my new BMI of 16 (hoorah!!). She said "Oh, you look SO much better Tommy. You're getting yer wee cheeks back!" - a phrase my gran had used not too long ago. Hearing it once is tough, but for another person to notice/reinforce it made it superharsh.
For some reason this really killed me and I spent the day in a bit of a slump. I continue to gain weight to get healthy; but when someone asks "What weight are you now?" and I say "About seven stone three, now!!" and the response is "Is that all? You do look a bit more than that" (something I heard a few days ago from my great aunt)... you can easily let ED take hold again.
Thankfully I've blinkered myself to any thoughts of letting it win, and as such I continue day to day without letting my mind be tainted by the ED scum, even when every bone in my body screams with frustration.